What Variant wants?

 

THIS NOT SHOWING I'M HAPPY. THE REAL STORY: MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY DRAINING (THE WAY I DESTRESS MYSELF AWAY FROM SOC MED)

We've been lockdown for large chunk of 1 month plus (FMCO). The never ending of Covid-19 continue hunt the entire world attacking human lives and I hate to say this one because is what all of us going through now. 😭😷 Apparently, when a virus is widely circulating in a population causing more and more infections, there is a high chances of virus mutating rises. And today a news appeared with a new discovery "Lambda Variant" or so what it called "Variant of Interest". (Gelinya nak dengar semua ni. Holy Molly boleh tak pergi jauh jauh!..)

So...What happen to all of your plans? Mine are little tiny whinny plans but is not like all are up to good. Staying at your own room and quarantine everyday is like living in a temporary jail. But don't so fast give up ok! I know I have no rights to give such positive views because I understand....of what is happening currently.😔😞 Just to remind ourself that not all of us are in the same boat. Pretend you to be in theirs when they really need help. Everyday after morning meeting, I sipped my green tea while eyes on screen reading the daily news of people asking help for basic necessities, female hygiene products, gadget devices, small business to operate and etc. Somedays, I read such harsh comments from angry netizens about how other unforgivable humans response to the current situation. Deeply saddened and felt utterly disgusted with their behaviour. In the world of today's advance technology, the word "viral" hit the highest spot when its recording content uploaded in soc med. (I think you should think twice before you convey your message especially in public. Might as well keep it to your own big hat. Why on earth you would record and share it in public then. You create more angry humans.😠😤) Enough with being angry. I rather order Nutella bombaloni to melt my stress down. Yup MELT.

I missed going out, missed breathing the clear air, missed to hear birds chirping from my window (although sometimes bising sangat but can still hear from my room...lol). I missed socialising, I missed what I had plan for 2021 and now is already fucking JULY. The current lockdown seems remain unchanged and there's only major improvement in the vaccine activity. How on earth the cases rises when most of us are quarantine at home while complying the SOPs. Ain't it weird? Me, as a human asked where the heck is the mistake and wrong from the daily coronavirus cases. Isn't all non-essentials factories close down during this FMCO? Really? I rubbed my eyes whenever there's a significantly rise on the cases update. Ok enough with this. I am tired already...Even my back aches and I hardly to sleep right now. 

Hoping up so high that one day coronavirus will disappear from this planet and all the nature and human life can recover back slowly. While resting my eyes away from the bright screen, I sit upright and flipped through the pages where my tiny plan list for 2021 (*Cough I mean the purchase things I plan.) written with black ink. With a tiny sigh, I marked cross on the things I decided to make it as delay gratification. With a careful brainstorming, I pick up my dark ink, re-do the list and jot down what is more important, declutter junks that I no longer interest and only purchase what I require for my well-being. (Making small changes for you won't harm yourself at all.) For the fact that I am indeed a patient postponer BUT DEPENDS on the situation. Not all I can wait as some are needed in advance/emergency. When you decided to remove the wants and required the needs more. Is ok that you can have it later right? Now is about survival mode. When you're reaching 30 in 2 years, your mindset change to something more valuable than the glamour world. I've declutter mine and I am happy with what I have now. Hehe~ 😉 *cheers to myself with butter beer for decluttering useless junks. Giving spaces to those are in need of daily usage. The rest can toss out to the rubbish bin or donate/sell the pre-loved junks. Thus, who likes it when your own space are full of dust bunnies? betul tak...Emm

Living the life to the fullest is what everyone wants. Everyday we perform, we partake, we putting efforts (doesn't matter how big or tiny is...each counts), being resilient if we can, we communicate/connect, we practice and more to go. Each step we take, counts at every journey ahead. And most importantly, we learn and we forgive....Never stop learning...😉 

Everyday the sky keeps getting darker and darker...The sky need to blend with more soothing and peaceful tone...I just think that the world needs lots of love. People are lacking of love and that is how the hatred grows within ourself. Emmm...That's what I thought...How about you?