A LITTLE SUMMARY OF 14 DAYS (MCO, 2020)

Hi everyone! It’s been 14 days right after MCO just started and I still can’t believe that our social-distancing activities  are ‘EXTENDED’ until 14^th April 2020. Did you survived from the last 14 days? If yes, then you are doing good. Please listen to the government’s order and don’t go do and make things hard for the ‘rakyat’ (us).  Like I said from my previous title, is not only you and me but ALL OF US. That is why, we’re all in this together, despite our social status (we are human beings.).

I would like to summarised my 14 days experiences during the MCO period. This self-isolation taught me a lot of things especially towards myself. Things that I witnessed with both my eyes while scrolling up the daily updates. We should be grateful that our government has taken firm and necessary steps with strict guidelines being implemented this 2 weeks, to fight against the silent killer. We should also not to forget the front-liners who took part on this HUGE MISSION to fight against the deadly virus every day, looking after one patients to another, delivery goods and orders to serve our daily needs. 'Bersyukur sangat' that we have these incredible teams to help us during this outbreak. 

Besides that, self-isolation at your crib, is not just about doing the things you are passion with and love but is also test your personalities. Are you being patience with this situation? Are you ok if you’re living like this for 2 weeks? (Even Ant Man’s quarantine wins.) Is there another way to cut down the not-so-productive day or are you easily bored of the situation? Do you whine/complain when you can’t take this anymore. I actually asked a lot of this to myself, but I managed my 2 weeks so far.

'Syukur Alhamdullilah' (Nothing is easy at all.)

To think of something that can brighten up your day, I followed my favourite mummy idol   Hanis Zalikha’s idea of calmness; 

open the window and push away your curtains out, let the chilly air flow in your room, change a new bed sheet, mattress and pillowcases, brew a cup of coffee or your favourite warm beverage and sit quietly facing the window. 

Of course the living room if you have a sliding door. You can see from your room’s window if you had a side table attached to the wall above the window.

I don’t do this every day, I only did especially the window part which gives me calmness accompanied by the melody of beautiful pop songs (piano covers). My utmost favourite is Debussy – Clair de Lune, first heard when I watched Euphoria (Theme of Love Yourself): Wonder MV and then in Crash Landing On You. The chilly wind flows in my room, had me thoughts of my difficulties and I wish not to ever going back to that, but in seek of good progressing. Difficult hours leave us with a lasting impression. They alter us the way we view our lives. As part of learning, we are know what and which matters and undoubtedly we have a great appreciation of them in our lives. The every point of important thing is right after we survived from the difficult times, we are given a deep gratitude of our live. Start to improve and do  something good and take note on which and what matters. 

I spend more time on discovering and browsing to digest positive thinkings/ messages. Thanks to Podcast and Youtube, Netflix as well. Looking through the perception of critical thinkings and scrolling up and down off of the negative vibes in socmed. This little devil corona is unfortunate but literally reveals a lot of true colours - (you name it...) The things they do and they say - all are soooo sad to think of that it hurts deeply, like a deep scratch on your beautiful sun-tanned skin. But, this is the reality isn't? Honestly, Hong Kong dramas shows the true colours of what it is happening to the world. What matters now is with this moment,  we should help each other, do things that you can while each of us are struggling. Being helpful is not a question but can you help is what matters. Love to see people sincerely donate to help, feed the needy and delivery the orders for incoming stocks. What you do out there is a x2 thumbs up! Bear in mind to be thankful for the little things you have, when you know that not only you doing this, but others might having their worst moment than yours. Having a rough time even before is also another challenging day that reveal your true self. The dept of strength you have while facing the hardships. It can be anything that hurts your feelings whether it was a tangible or not tangible. Even a summary of hate comments in socmed cannot be ignored and who knows you might be the next victim of cyberbullying which is sick af. Do conceal your little hatred personally..... Keep in Mind: Don't like? Keep to yourself. Stay away. Why bother? DMed to settle if you're not satisfied. The world is full of bad vibes. Is up to you to choose the road. Huge Test to All of Us.

The second thought of ignorance (in a good way) has me got into a big influenced when I encountered irrelevant reasons were given and the continuity of negative vibes. It used to suffocate me, but I took it as something not vital to me and will always be in the dustbin. I tend to look at the mirror to see if I, Me is real. Sometimes, I don’t know why I have to ask: This is Me? Is it Me? Smiling like an idiot and your  dear daily dangling of earrings. Believe me that, Self-searching is an on-going process. And this is why I love the acronym RM = Real Me. Creative minds glows. I guess, having a habit of being narcissistic in front of the mirror isn't that bad right? That is why people says: "Cerminkan diri sendiri dulu sebelum you nak cerminkan orang lain." This sentences killed thousand of people that will eventually goes around the circle.
Chin up! Heads up! You're fine. This sound so common but is also a part of an everyday learning process. Filter the things that you matters and scatter the old one away, mark as a daily reminder. One thing that you realise and gain from the previous journey, still a very long day to go for your personal goals. It was never easy at all. Keep in mind: Nothing is easy unless you are keen to taint with sweat, work, passion and focus. The ability of do more in a day than most of us do in a month/year. You can have a dear diary or journey to record your beautiful journey. I choose camera because they can capture the best candid moment and last forever. - Memories means everything. 

The other part of what everyone has in mind is whether you can delay your gratification. This has me thought for a while and I have seen that I look up most of it as a habit which is good I think? Not all are need instantly, so take it slowly and surely. I decided to take the pleasure to spend considerably at the greatest hour with my friends after this world war silent killer outbreak. (I want to build memories with you.) Screw you virus, you’re going down. My definition of pleasure here is about the joyride. I missed being a tourist as I always sit on my desk. Brain keeps storming for the list of places to go but time? Unlikely, not at the right moment. I was so easily fatigue these days even after a meal. I need to buckle up to focus and make up my mind of what I need to proceed the next duty. I'm mostly a nocturnal than a morning bee. But, I am a morning bee if I have completed my daily healthy routines. At least, an 8 hours of sleep and a short work-out session is enough for me to build my strength. Pleasure is central to our survival, but you must have your limits. It might be easier for short-term, but won't be necessary a better for long-term. We must learn to tolerate the discomfort of delayed gratification if we have a greater goal in our mind. I have discarded half of useless junks, unrealistic thoughts, and proud of it. Won’t even regret because I developed a good way to start. But, I do always have this in mind since long time ago actually. (LMAO) Learn to delay helps you to self-control and this is where how fxxking patience you will be. (LMAO) You are good, keep going.

I am not going to go through the benefits of staying at home, which is meh? Pfft.

But, I think what you developed yourself during the darkest moment of your life is something incredible thing that had happen is valuable.  

Lights off!

I’m going to hit the sack now.

The website is lagging, everyone is rushing to apply (Only Malaysians know this.).

Until Tomorrow?

Fyi, I don’t tiktok. I type-tok.

Kbye.

You're Good, Keep Going!